Friday, April 7
they say, if you have a passion for something, nothing or no one can ever take it away from you. and i once believed in that.
but what happened yesterday.. just simply broke my heart.
i don't see other CCA leaders fretting over such stuff. they've alr passed over the reigns, for goodness' sake. and here we are, still lecturing, scolding and getting angry with the people, who are supposedly our cca mates. but i think the leaders are the ones carrying all the burden. and i'm sure i speak for all of the 5 leaders, and the new batch of 'trainee leaders'.
we know the lecture we gave on thurs will just go in one ear, and out the other. no point pouring our emotions, cos crying won't improve anyth. that's the first thing i learnt since being a Leader. gosh, after the exam break, it's 2 weeks and POOF! we're gone. how can any of us be able to leave in peace, when the choir is in such a state. you know how cheated i feel, after putting in so much work and tears into this Choir, that is supposed to be Tops?
sometimes putting too much of your heart and soul into something, isn't necessarily a good thing. cos when that something falls, you fall twice as hard.
c'mon choir, if any of you are reading this. make SAC Choir yours. like what Mr Toh said, it's up to you to make this place a happy one, or not. don't make the leaders crumble again, please?
i think i need someone to talk to. help?
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