Wednesday, February 7
had floorball trg with the J2s today at the training centre. boy was it tiring. i almost died during the factorial thingy. but it was fun lah, i'm enjoying floorball. (: the seniors aren't as scary as i thought. the way the interact is quite hilarious. hah!
i've chem test tmr. ohno.
i haven't started buying VDay presents. ohno.
two more days to results. ohno! :l
it's so tiring to keep holding on like this. initially i thought it would be okay, to just keep it in & pretend as though nothing's going on inside. and for a while, it was okay. up until now.
i keep telling myself to stop, to keep a distance, to prevent myself from getting hurt. but everytime i take 2 steps back, things wld happen & i'll end up moving up 5.
but now, i've made up my mind. i don't see the point in hanging on when i know that nothing good will come out of it. i just hope this time round, i'll be able to live up to my words & put all these feelings aside. even though i may regret it someday..
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