Tuesday, October 23
only went to school for 2 freaking hours today, 10 to 12. HURR. after that i went home, did a bit of OP, then rush off to ValHall. took me 1h10mins to get there man. stupid bus so slow.
friendly match with UWC at ValHall today. didn't play though, still sick. :l anyways. i think it was quite fun. both on court and off court. hahaha. if you know what i mean. (:
AND. i found out some pretty very shocking news from my dearest friend LYDIA. keep such news from me. from US! haha. i feel quite dumb dumb lah actually, that i actually didn't know. considering that the people involved are quite close to me. hahaha. but she probably won't see this so its okay. haha. (:
blahbleahbloo. do you ever find yourself fretting and worrying about stuff, or thinking about situations, which you are not supposed to? i find myself doing that more often nowadays, that i don't even know if it's normal anymore. and i realise it's getting increasingly difficult to confide in people. certain people, whom i had no problems with previously, due to whatever reasons unsaid. i don't want to just limit myself and my problems to that one person. but i just cannot cross my own hurdle and allow myself to fully trust my other friends. perhaps the distance has affected us me after all. or perhaps i've just been too wrapped up in my own world.
I DON'T KNOW. ohman. can someone just give me their 4-year-old kid's brain? i'd be more than jubilant to trade.
plus. i can feel the phlegm in my throat building up. wth. shouldn't it be going away?!
ROAR. i just can't wait for 7NOV.
this day marks the END of PW.
this day marks SEC 4/7 CLASS REUNION.
and this day marks our 6 months (:
but this day is a good 15 days away. ):
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