Wednesday, November 7
(: my 7nov is here.
it's so funny, how you always look forward to something, and when that something comes, it just doesn't seem all that big of a deal. hmm.
but anyhows. i still have that party tonight! can't wait to see all my lovely friends again. they'll brighten me up, for sure. ((:
i'm really beginning to wonder if all this thinking and pondering is normal. i keep seeing and hearing all those stuff, and just can't help comparing. its so difficult to ignore, but its equally difficult to address it. i've no idea what to do. just wanna run away from this, and, maybe, never ever go back. cos it just isn't enough, for me.
I feel these four walls closing in
Face up against the glass
I'm looking out, mmm
Is this my life I'm wondering
It happened so fast
How do I turn this thing around
Is this the bed I chose to make
There's greener pastures I'm thinking about, mmm
Wide open spaces far away
All I want is the wind in my hair
To face the fear but not feel scared
Wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind, I'll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love like I'm longing to
I wanna run with the wild horses
Run with the wild horse
Wild Horses - Natasha Bedingfield
six. <3
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